Aldrew
"joy: a simple act of fate
fate: blown by the wind
if you're one day late
you might find
all your joy at end
what you need you hold
so don't look up above
and if you've not been told
don't throw away his love
please don't let him slip
don't drop and crawl
please
don't bite your lip
and watch him fall
regret, like an asp
consumes tenfold
and
within your grasp
is hidden gold
no coin flip nor wheel spin
just hold him tight
'cause
rarely chances come again
so please
please do
what's right"
Voyage into Pathos
"Waves of bitter sensation swell in a deafening cacophony of shattered peace
in a shameful storm of trembling teardrops tumbling through a sky so bleak
angry streaks of pure white flame tearing the dark in a deafening release
cancerous chaos risen from a deep sea of despair into an impeneterable peak
My white sails wave onward tossed and torn within my seared soul water
regret rusting away at my battered bow in the remorse of unabated rain
through the eyes of angels all hope of surviving an escape from slaughter
seems a strain which is stemied in it's doom: a hope held high in vain
Celestial beings: decieved, for though
Paroi Déception
Verse 1:
"Another handicap, and my failures are still around.
People, never satisfied, are always looking down.
Thoughts running rampant in my head,
all odds, and I wish I was dead.
Nobody knows how what I've done, could ever be right,
and in all this dark, there's no light."
Chorus:
"All paths are now blocked, all bridges burned.
No one can help, no one's concerned.
I should have known...
A wall of disappointment, I built it alone.
Words lost in emptiness, nothing makes sense,
feeling helpless.
Collapsing me down,
it's over now..."
Verse 2:
"A life of affliction, fueled by
mental restriction.
Help me to learn, to
Wrong is Right is Wrong by webmasterseb, literature
Literature
Wrong is Right is Wrong
Wrong is Right is Wrong
"I breathe well intent
I think
But as they say:
The path to Hell is paved with good Intentions.
As a PC chip
that has malfunctioned,
or
the birth of the
ugly duckling,
I am somehow
hideously
lost within
my own confines.
What I try and think
is right,
bites me back
as a rabid dog
is wrong.
Virgin of my purpose,
I have devoured
my angel wings,
with swift descent,
I try
in every way,
to rid myself
of this ever foul
smoldering
smog.
Sorry
Forgive for
being so
utterly
devoid of
understanding,
but might
I ask you this?
If all I believe as right
is wrong,
am I
so purposeless,
so pointless,
so pitiful?
Pathetic."
Solstice for the Weary by webmasterseb, literature
Literature
Solstice for the Weary
Solstice for the Weary
"The sun displays it's reddish rays
through the shrouded leaves
bursting through stoutest gaze
and every shadow cleaves
In meeting, darkness gives it's way
providing warmth and aiding sight
the sun defines the day
and vision to beauty so bright
What better cause than the sun
showing all is good and right
dispersing any need to run
but every need to stay and fight"
Aldrew
"joy: a simple act of fate
fate: blown by the wind
if you're one day late
you might find
all your joy at end
what you need you hold
so don't look up above
and if you've not been told
don't throw away his love
please don't let him slip
don't drop and crawl
please
don't bite your lip
and watch him fall
regret, like an asp
consumes tenfold
and
within your grasp
is hidden gold
no coin flip nor wheel spin
just hold him tight
'cause
rarely chances come again
so please
please do
what's right"
Voyage into Pathos
"Waves of bitter sensation swell in a deafening cacophony of shattered peace
in a shameful storm of trembling teardrops tumbling through a sky so bleak
angry streaks of pure white flame tearing the dark in a deafening release
cancerous chaos risen from a deep sea of despair into an impeneterable peak
My white sails wave onward tossed and torn within my seared soul water
regret rusting away at my battered bow in the remorse of unabated rain
through the eyes of angels all hope of surviving an escape from slaughter
seems a strain which is stemied in it's doom: a hope held high in vain
Celestial beings: decieved, for though
Paroi Déception
Verse 1:
"Another handicap, and my failures are still around.
People, never satisfied, are always looking down.
Thoughts running rampant in my head,
all odds, and I wish I was dead.
Nobody knows how what I've done, could ever be right,
and in all this dark, there's no light."
Chorus:
"All paths are now blocked, all bridges burned.
No one can help, no one's concerned.
I should have known...
A wall of disappointment, I built it alone.
Words lost in emptiness, nothing makes sense,
feeling helpless.
Collapsing me down,
it's over now..."
Verse 2:
"A life of affliction, fueled by
mental restriction.
Help me to learn, to
Wrong is Right is Wrong by webmasterseb, literature
Literature
Wrong is Right is Wrong
Wrong is Right is Wrong
"I breathe well intent
I think
But as they say:
The path to Hell is paved with good Intentions.
As a PC chip
that has malfunctioned,
or
the birth of the
ugly duckling,
I am somehow
hideously
lost within
my own confines.
What I try and think
is right,
bites me back
as a rabid dog
is wrong.
Virgin of my purpose,
I have devoured
my angel wings,
with swift descent,
I try
in every way,
to rid myself
of this ever foul
smoldering
smog.
Sorry
Forgive for
being so
utterly
devoid of
understanding,
but might
I ask you this?
If all I believe as right
is wrong,
am I
so purposeless,
so pointless,
so pitiful?
Pathetic."
Solstice for the Weary by webmasterseb, literature
Literature
Solstice for the Weary
Solstice for the Weary
"The sun displays it's reddish rays
through the shrouded leaves
bursting through stoutest gaze
and every shadow cleaves
In meeting, darkness gives it's way
providing warmth and aiding sight
the sun defines the day
and vision to beauty so bright
What better cause than the sun
showing all is good and right
dispersing any need to run
but every need to stay and fight"
"You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we are all a part of the same compost pile." - Tyler Durden, Fight Club
Favourite Movies
American Beauty, The Matrix, Fight Club, Star Wars, Once, etc
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Demon Hunter, Neil Young, Bob Marley, Slightly Stoopid, Sublime, The XX, etc
Favourite Books
Anthem, The Sun Also Rises, Old Man and the Sea, 1984, The Green Mile, etc
- 3 Days Ago -
45 Adderall
4 Ativan
1 Tramadol
Liters of Vodka
∞ of Marijuana
Many Good Friends and Good times.
- At the Moment -
No Adderall
No Ativan
No Tramadol
No Vodka
No Marijuana
An empty wallet and a clogged up brain.
In need of some Drano...
Insane couple of days. Not the best time, but it all ended well. Angry friends, meltdowns, empty ecstasies, pills, threats, melting engines, beer, love, hate, learning, growing. It's all an experience, for better or for worse. It's just life.
Test tube conception, laboratory birth. TV education. Joyless existence. Brave new dreams, brave new hates, brave new bombs, brave new wars, a beautiful purposeless process of societies inescapable suicide. Welcome to the ride.